Another Try

The last blog entry was 1 year ago where I plan to start blogging again but obviously it didn't happen. Well since now it's the year 2011, i've got (dad's) iPad to use and i'm feeling positive than ever (about life in general) let's give blogging another try. Hope to blog and write more this year.. If i die young the least legacy that I can contribute to this world is my writing..hopefully i'd be remembered...


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Re-Launch of My Old Blog

I decided to write my blog again and I've left this blog since what like two years ago
The last time I wrote this blog was when I was still in Perth, young and naive (well not really)
When life was just about boys, boys, boys...
Well now I'll prove to myself that I have changed. That I can see life in different perspective.
I wanna be a new and better person and not the mellow-dramatic hopeless romantic like I used to
May God gives me the wisdom and enlighten me, to see life beyond what I used to see
So wish me luck....

Refleksi Diri Seorang Manusia (28/12/06)

i dedicate this writings to all young people like myself..for those of us that sometimes get lost in the midst of this complicated world, trying to search the meaning of life.. kadang kita harus berhenti sejenak dan memperhatikan langkah kita, agar kita gak ngakhiri hidup dengan sia-sia..

Refleksi Diri Seorang Manusia

Terlalu sering kita lupa diri

Menjalani hidup tanpa kendali

Tanpa menyadari arti hidup ini

Sering kali kita lupa bahwa dalam setiap langkah yang kita ambil selalu ada konsekuensi

Kadang kita lebih senang mengejar kesenangan yang sesaat namun akhirnya sepanjang hidup menyiksa diri

Sesal selalu datang terlambat dan pada akhirnya kita menghakimi diri sendiri

Andai kita hidup tidak mengikuti nafsu dan kata hati

Lebih melihat keAtas, kepada Tuhan yang menciptakan hidup ini

Pasti hidup kita akan dapat lebih berarti dan tak lagi mencari-cari

Banyak harta apa artinya apa bila tak dapat bangun pagi dengan senang hati

Kecantikan, kemewahan, kepintaran tidak kita bawa sampai mati

Hidup kekal kita tak dapat dibeli, itu semua anugrah yang sudah dibayar di kayu salib

Kita takkan tau apa besok hari matahari masih akan tetap berseri ataukah ajal menjemput bagai seorang pencuri

Namun satu yang pasti bahwa hidup di dalam Dia, ada pengharapan sejati

Yang tak mungkin kita dapat dari sumber lain di bumi ini

Ya Tuhan ampunilah kami, yang sering kali menyakiti diriMu dan meninggalkan jalanMu

Ajar kami untuk dapat menghitung hari-hari kami dengan bijaksana

Agar tiap langkah kami di bumi ini dapat berarti, bukan untuk diri kami sendiri tapi juga untuk orang-orang lain di sekitar kami

by: Vania, 28/12/06, 11.11PM

Smile to my heart

i'm sorry if things have to turn out this way
you should know that i really love you dearly
i can't sleep when i know that you're not happy
you should not question how i feel, coz i do love you
in ways that i knew how

i know that it may not seems perfect
but you should know that i'm trying my best
when you feel lonely, you should know that im thinking of you
i wish i can always be by your side

once again, forgive me if the reason you're upset is because of what i did or said
always know that you'll always be in my heart
i hope that i can make you smile
coz your smile means so much to my heart

Another passed by

I can't believe how stupid I am
Fell in the same pit over and over again
I thought he was nice..i thought he was perfect..i thought he was different from everyone else
Well he was when we first met..
Life was so perfect until then.. as time went by, he started to change
I don't know why he just stop calling..stop replying..and i was just waiting
I thought he was just busy..and i still hope he would miss me
Then I wait..and I wait.. till I'm tired of waiting anymore
It turned up that he was just another guy.. who came and just passed by

Nov 06

Can't Wait to See You

I have been waiting and waiting...
And finally I know now that the day is finally coming
The day when I'm gonna see you again
It's been awhile now.. I know I deny it sometimes
But I do..I do.. Oh I do miss you so

I think about the old days.. when you used to make me smile
I really enjoy your company..and I always cherish our moment together..
Coz it's only you.. you make me feel that I'm home.. and the truth is I don't wanna leave you
But I'm sorry I have to..

Well..not to worry now..coz soon..yes..soon.. I'm gonna see you
I really hope you can still make me happy like you used to
Even if only for short time that I can be with you
But it doesn't matter... coz 10 days will do..

Promise you'll wait for me.. wait for me.. oh my lovely..

dedicated to a CITY.. Perth.. not a Person..

Bukan Cinta Biasa

Dengan sepenuh hati aku mencintamu
Dengan segenap raga aku menyayangimu
Mungkin kisah kita tak berakhir bahagia
Namun aku akan tetap mencintaimu selagi kubisa

Ketika kau berada di dekatku, kan ku dekapmu erat
Karena ku tau cintamu begitu murni tak berkarat
Namun apa daya cinta bukan segalanya
Walaupun kita telah berusaha dan berupaya

Genggam tanganku selagi kau bisa
Ayo dayung perahu kita sekuat tenaga
Telah kuberikan kepadamu segenap rasa
Maka tetaplah disini bersamaku dan biarkan aku terjaga